Sunday, January 13, 2008

Quarrel Love

ده بوست من صديقة لطيفة جداً وطيبة جداً جداً، حبيت اني انشره بالنيابة عنها لأنها معندهاش مدونة... بس حسيت ان البوست بيتكلم بالنيابة عن ناس كتير أوي، فحبيت اكون انا بأنشر بالنيابة عنها :)

although i dnt even have a b.f. yet, i am already apologizing.. i am sorry 4 all the hard time i am gonna give u.. i am sorry 4 freaking out, every time we just quarrel.. i am sorry i am so scared of even thinking of quarreling.. i am sorry 4 being scared of starting a relationship cuz it might end.. i am sorry i might act crazy cuz i am scared.. but believe me its not my fault that i am scared... i am just a normal little gurl who grew up in the 1990's and 2000's.. the time that u rarely find a happy couple... the time when divorce is a very normal word.. the time when u cant find a home with no fighting parents.. the time when all sorts of couples are unhappy, whether married/engaged/committed and even open relationships.. time when girls and boys seek marriage but once they get there they start missing the "single" times. time of youth who grew up cherishing love,, but never found that fairytale kind of it that they have cherished.. time of mislead youth... I'm sorry i have a fragile heart that got scared.. i am sorry u'll have to do much effort to assure me so as not to run.. i am sorry i'll have the will to run and run very fast, cuz I'll b running 4 my life... i am sorry that i might push u away with all the force i got, like i did and still do with every guy who likes me .. i am sorry u'll have to tolerate all this... I'm sorry i grew up in the time of "quarrel love" and not the "fairytale love"..:)

by: N. A.R